Some days...

I sliently weep inside...

Although I've given up trying to restart a relationship and decided to redirect my emotions toward friendship, it's still there under the surface, all that would be needed for them to resurface is the right spark.

I silently weep inside...

There are times when I wonder why things need to be so complicated, why can't shared love just be so all powerful like I wish and be all that we want it to be, without all these ideas of how a relationships should look like.

I silently weep inside...

The image some seem to have of me is really a lie. Some seem to see the possibility that showed up as a signal that I've moved on entirely, that my emotions for Her are over and gone and done with. None of it is true.

I silently weep inside...

'cause things are complicated and contradictory, 'cause life is somewhat but not entirely as I wish it would be, 'cause emotions and ideas don't always match.

I silently weep inside...

Today.