I haven't seen him, talked with him, exchanged anything with him for a month... I expect to see him tonight, will it still feel the same, I wonder? In my current confused state, I've no idea... I'm feeling disconnected, almost like he's not real, just a fleeting dream, a name I heard mentioned earlier today, but still unreal, not part of my little universe. Will he re-enter or not, I wonder?

I'll just have to see. It would be sad if not, 'cause I recall emotions, warm ones, attraction, close embrace and those eyes. But now? I'll just have to see.