I fucking wanna scream!
At myself!

But I can't, someone is sleeping (and gets scared if I do scream).

I'm such a fucking good listener, and my own emotions, although fragile and brittle today, do not get the space to be expressed (except for a small note when I felt I might not take something well).

I fucking wanna scream!

But no, I'm a good boy, I don't do that, because someone else's emotions came first, because someone else...

I fucking wanna scream!
Because I'm fucking tired of being a good boy...

A good boy who, when just going for some food for himself because he was hungry or wanted a snack, also thoought of the milk that's needed for tomorrow's coffee, and the youghurt for breakfast, and some other things.

I fucking wanna scream!
Because I suddenly feel ready to explode.

Someone light the fucking fuse... I dare ya.

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