Well, no, not physically... I was verbally attacked a couple of days ago (althought I didn't actually read it before today), on a public forum. The attacking person (whom I will refer to as da Bitch in this entry) has apparently heard a lot of complaints from my ex-wife through the years, and chose to throw them in a public post, completeted with missunderstandings, missinformation, assumptions and outright lies.

Oh, and my parents were attacked as well in that same post, totally unknown to them, basically entirely behind their back, as they aren't online (except to read a few emails)!

The really interesting part was to read so clearly what my intentions are. It seems like I intend to HURT Lisa. That came as a real surprise to me! Maybe that's because I recently put my foot down and put the quality of Jacob's coming visit in Sweden before Lisa's intentions. Too fucking bad...

I'm so damn fucking furious about this, there aren't even words for it! How can this fucking bitch, who does not know me (she hasn't ever bothered to try), and who have met my parents at most one time (most probably zero), throw out all that shit as if she knew us well? This is entirely beyond me!

Oh, and I'm being told I've driven Lisa away from that forum? By undermining everything she does? How can that be, the majority of my posts have nothing to do with her, and the few that were were only openly appreciative! And with the rest of life, she basically has free reign, where exactly were her actions undermined?

What troubles me is that I don't see any evidence that this shit-throwing post was in any way sanctioned by Lisa. Did she really want da Bitch to publish it? If da Bitch did that all on her own, without asking first, it sure gives her a really bad image...

With all this, I'm quite shaken, and wondering what lesson I've to learn from this, and how I shall find my way back to a state of love, 'cause let me tell ya, that's hard to feel right now.