Those words keep echoing in my head...

"Not now..."
"Can't take it in for the moment..."
"Too stressed right now..."

Things around us are important. Work is, unfairness to act against is, taking things in in your own pace is, ...

And I keep looking for those "now" moments,
when I'm not too tired myself.

They seem to be slipping away.
Talking about us seems to be slipping away.
Talking about what happens in our relationship and ourselves happens so little.

And I keep looking for that "now" moment,
just one that would be a spark for other "now" moments.

In the mean time, there are moments when I feel lost.
When I don't know... when the movement forward feels amiss.

Oh how I hope to see it again.