As I'm about to leave to be with Jacob for a couple of weeks, I've come to realise that this is the first time I'm away and there's more than one love at the same time in my life... I expect that the longing back to my home, to my town and to my love will become stronger.

Is this something that makes polyamory more difficult than monoamory? Maybe.

I'm sure I will cope. I'm sure I'll be much more fine than I'm fearing at this moment. And I'll be back, too... But this is worth thinking about, wondering at and looking at.